A walk of atonement!

To the Game of Thrones' fans, a jaw dropping event of public nudism is not new. SPOILER ALERT! For those who have not watched GoT, it is the event where the chief antagonist (Cersei Lannister aka Lena Headey) is paraded naked along the streets of King's Landing - capital of fictional land called Westeros, to cleanse off her sins. Nevertheless to mention, being nudists, we all would have had moments of walk of atonement in our life. In this post, I am gonna talk about my walk of shame . As mentioned in the earlier posts, this is the one which I am most embarrassed of. I have shared this incident with a very few of my queer friends, and they were like - "its not an embarrassment." So, it is up to you to judge me for this behavior. So, the scene now shifts to my initial days of post-grad hostel. As mentioned in the previous post, I used to walk around the hostel floor in my brief, not paying attention to other's opinion. (In India, being shirtless doesn't raise eyebrows but walking around in brief will earn you the name of shameless ). As a normal adolescent person, I am prone to morning wood (Almost every guy would understand the pros and cons of this! LOL!!!). Now, tell me how can you hide your boner in your tight jockey brief! It might be a sight of feast for queer people but not for straight guys. (I have to tell that hostels in India are not unisexual, and almost everywhere, a person of opposite sex are not allowed to enter. A problem faced by the international students in India. Also, almost every adult who has stayed in the Indian hostels would have experienced queerness, in one way or the other. And, this would be a separate trail of discussion which I will enunciate in later posts). Coming back to my story... In our hostel restrooms, we have a huge mirror alongside three washbasins where people generally brush their teeth. Imagine, a guy with a morning boner (to be honest i have an average sized dick) whose bulge can't be concealed in a brief (like an every other Indian men, i use Jockey briefs, :D), standing in-front of a big mirror and brushing! Imagine the plight of other guys :D This is where I began getting shameful stares and so. But, being new to this experience (obviously i mean the skin show), it did not stop me. Later on, I changed my behavior - to cover myself with towel (without briefs) while using restrooms. So, while entering the shower space, I remove my towel before closing the door... So, in case if people are around, they might get a glimpse! Wink! As far as I remember or to my notice, no one has spotted me naked while entering the shower. This almost left me dejected. This is where I felt that I wanted to do more!!!!! So, once, in late night, when i had the urge to empty my bladder, I went to loo with a towel around my waist. My neighbor (my adjacent room guy who I had never conversed) came to use the adjacent stall. I left the stall ahead and i was on my way to room. This is when a thought stroke my sleepy head. What if I casually slip off my towel when my neighbor follows me? I decided to execute this. So, when i was sure that he is walking behind me, I dropped down my towel casually. I graciously picked it up and wrapped around and entered my room. I didn't turn to see his expression though! I still imagine what he would have thought!!! :D Next, I want to do more! Like an intoxicated cat - the exhibitionist in me started demanding more! We used to have a clothes line in front of our rooms (to dry our laundry). So, I started to leave my towel in the line and then enter my room (a small chance of being naked outside my room). This continued multiple times and I don't know whether I was spotted or not. This sort of dispirited me. To increase the odds, a couple of times of I went totally naked to the loo, without even carrying a towel (I made sure no one is there in the corridor at late night) LOL... My another neighbor (not the guy i mentioned earlier) used to burn midnight oil by talking to his girlfriend. He used to walk to and fro along the corridor while he is on call (a typical nature of a college student who is in love ;) ). So, at one night, I went to the loo with a towel around my waist. I am aware of the fact that he is lingering the corridor. So, when I got back, I removed my towel and left in on the clothes line. Now, he got the perfect sight! I was full-frontal naked in front of him. He screamed! and I went in. He was cussing me!!! With the accomplishment of my self-dare, I slept-off peacefully. A couple of days passed-by. As a guilt-ridden soul, I refrained from exposing for few days (even going to shower, with my pyjamas). And, I avoided seeing him or any other neighbor. I avoided all possible eye-contacts if anyone was there. After a day or two past the exhibitionist incident, I got a call from the hostel warden. I was pretty sure that there would have been a complaint on my behavior. As expected, my neighbor(s) has complained about my "in-appropriate act." My hostel warden was such a gem of a person. He asked was it out of some stress or sleep-walking or anything else... He also said, "no one would bother if you were naked in your room, but its an act of discomfort if you do it outside. Apart from that, I was also concerned of your safety. Stop doing this." I was extremely grateful to him for not pressing any charges or escalating the issue. So, I thought it would be good enough if I change my hostel - to avoid cheap stares or disgusting glances. After a month or month-and-half, I shifted to an another hostel. Thus, my walk of atonement ended in Hostel I . PS: Bear with me in case of linguistic/grammatical errors. Please do notify me if any. Being a non-native English speaker, it would be helpful to improve my writing skills.