Bi The Way

So writing is something I've always love doing although I don't get to write much more than mere poetry so now are days it's dawn on me that I am much more of a reader than a writer. I love reading. I enjoy it. I enjoy reading mostly erotic novels. But being a nudist and reading all these erotic novels can sure be very very...(I don't know what the word is) Should I say tempting? Seeing my naked body sometimes it is hard to resist touching and feeling on my self. Sad I don't have toys to play with during those lonely nights when I'm feeling all naughty and horny with myself. I enjoy those lazy weekends when I can lay in bed all day with a few lovely novels to read especially I love being completely naked during those hot sunny afternoon. The blazing hot sunny weather is my excuse to be found naked when I am in the comfort of my room . My dark ebony pussy lips exposed for some fresh air, my nipples pointy and breasts free from the bra. My time to relax and relax nude..; Laying on my back, thighs parted as I read my book. These erotic stories leaves me moisten and I start wishing and day dreaming to be passionately kissed. Long, wet sloppy kiss and sometimes when I have one of those naughty dreams I often picture her beautiful face. I miss that her soft lips. I miss her tongue licking deep inside my pussy turning me into a pool of juicy squirts... And when I turn to lay on my chest, my thighs is still spread open. I love the feeling of breezing blowing on my pussy so I love leaving it exposed for some fresh air only now this erotic stories again got me feeling horny and now I am picturing him mount up on me from behind, his throbbing hard cock rubs against my pussy lips, he lubricates me up with all the precum oozing out of him and then gently he press his cock deep into me... Ohh these naughty thoughts, these touchy fingers... ohhh this wet horny pussy so hungry for some passionate loving. Should I nurture these thoughts or is it against GOD for a girl to kiss a girl?? Is it against GOD for me to lust about being in bed with a man and a woman? What does this make me bi the way?