Early nudist years

I was interested in nudity at an early age. I remember that once upon a time in kindergarten I asked a girl if I could see her bum in the toilets. She let me if I showed her mine. The third time we were caught by the teacher. She made clear that it wasn't ok. When I was six I had a friend with whom I got nude in a selfmade hut and investigated each other. It was exciting, fun., and pleasureble. Till the age of 11 whenever I stayed at a friend s house we got together at some stage and felt eachothers naked parts. In summer we went very often to the beach as my father was a teacher and had the same long holiday and we lived at a short distance from the shore. We had our own beachhut at the end of the garded beach. Futher along the shore was the free beach. I think i was nine when the first nudits were ocasionally using the free beach. The police came sometimes on horse to frighten the naked folkes and give them a fine. In the following years there came more and more nudist and at some time it was legalized. Almost every time we went to the beach my best friend went along. I had my pal, and I got along better with my younger brother. We swan several tiimes a day, we played with a rubber boat, build sanddikes etc. Sometimes we strolled along the waterfront, sometimes even till the en of the free beach. First I found the nude people a bit weird. As I got older we more or less saught an excuse to walk on the nude beach, like playing jeu de boule or petanque. When I was eleven a storm had taken a lot of sand and claybanks were uncovered. We discoverd that it was fun to slide over the wet clay on our back or belly. Afterwards it was even more fun to take my swimshort off to wash the clay off and swim naked. I started to swim, take my swimtrunk off and wear it around my neck. My parent expiremented with nudism and went sometimes for anude swim at the nude beach. But my friend went always with us. I didn' t want to talk about going nude on the nudebeach as he did not like to go nude in the water anymore. At14 we got a windsurfboard wich we took quite also to the beach when I was far away I even dared to bare it all with my swimshort wound around my wrist. Sometimes I alone for a walk over the nude beach where I somtimes dared to bare it allthough I was scared someone I knew would recognize me or my friend would find out. At highschool I had an unpleasend surprise as my friend told my classmates I was a nudist. I was ashamed and felt betrayed. I denied everything and from that point stopped being a nudist. For a while at least , as I did' t want to loose my friend. From time to time I used an opportunity to go nude. When I was studying at University I went sometimes to a large nudebeach. This went on untill I became a serious reborn Christian. I finished my study. Had to be a soldier for a year. And found a wife in the church I attended. My faith lost its strenght, and my longing to be nude became stronger. First I visited the local nude beach secretly. Later I told my wife. She didn't like it at all. But I just had to. My marriage ended. My nude horizon widened.