He loves me

He loves me. That's what they all say. He thinks of me , and dreams of me. Every girl would kill for that. For a guy to adore them as much as he does me. But I don't deserve it. Not because I'm a terrible person, but because I'm still in love with you. I wake in the middle of the night crying out your name, and it wont ever go away. He doesn't deserve to chase after me. I know what that feels like, and it hurts too much. So I'm sorry, to both of you. But I just can't be a girl for either of you...