Nudity and affection in the cold city of dreamers

Hi fellas, First blog here, and I wanna open it by talking about the subject I've been bringing up verbally a lot since I moved to New York - Loneliness. New York is definitely living it up for it's name- it's the ultimate city of dreamers, life can change in one day here and they challenges that are going to be inflicted on you here will make you the best version of yourself (or destroy you, and then you realize it's not city for you). With all that, it's also the loneliest city in the world. With so many people, so many encounters, so much to do, it's rare that one has the energy to focus on one person and get to know him/her/them. I'm aware of this and it used to worry me, as I'm quite the opposite, but nowadays, it caught up with me and I went on the fast train that drives so fast that I don't have time to look outside the window and appreciate the beauty of individual object. Today I'm celebrating three years in the big city - tonight, October the 24th, around 10pm is when I landed in the city with no real plan, literally just bought a plane ticket and came here to explore. At first I tried to recreate the life I had back home, in the small town I grew up in and after endless transformations, I discovered who I am, what I want and how much do I want to offer and to who. To make a long story short (maybe I'll make this blog a thing), I discovered nudity last year in a GO NAKED event (it's a great story, I might share it one day) and it opened me up to so much freedom. It took me a whole year to attend to another nude event and since then I've been hungry for more - more human interaction, less clothes, more long genuine hugs, less small talks, more kissing passionately and compassionately, less kissing for fucking. New York might be the greatest city for dreamers and I might grew to learn how to navigate in her complex structure, but it's also pretty lonely. There's a niche for anyone and anything, but it's not easy to find them and not a lot of people are courageous enough to take a stand and invent, create and get people together. Three years after, and I see what I need and what people around me need. One of my goals is to create small, intimate groups for people to gather around, on a regular basis, build trust and receive all the love they need to juice up and get back to the jungle, knowing they have a place they can go back to and be loved.