time are changing

two options stay with what I have and the lose who I have loved for 8 years. or move back to where I was and mayby lose my freedom forever. money is now starting to flow and being a nudist is starting to role. The third option go back to traveling and find my self that hot nude life. I could be very selfish which I have been before . or to kind and that did not work. I could travel but to where. I have found my self tho. falling in love wrongly or finding another one.