To be,,,, or not to be!

I'm 49 tears old and was a nudist when I was 16 years old. I married at 22 with the most wonderful lady I have ever met in my life. Love at first sight. So,,,, I gave up the nudist life style just to be with her. I knew she was not a naturist After 27 years of marriage,, 5 kids 12 grandchildren later ,,,, I want to go back to being a nudist again!!! My wife wont have anything to do with it!! She says" It's not for me", I try to tell her the best I could,,, how free and closer you feel with the friends you meet. and still it's not for her.I want more then anything for her to at least try it,, but it seems she won';t even do that. Now I don't know if I should do what I want,,,, Or what She don't want to do. But I know I sure miss the friends I had when I was a nudist!!! I just miss being a nudist!!!!