What's wrong!

Hello my name is travis.....I've been a nudist a while and not very often do I get to be one....when I woke this morning the only thing I wanted to do was do some raking outside nude....but we live in the worst place ever for nudist...Arkansas!!! The nearest resort is 4 to 5 hours away....and even on this site there isn't even a handful of people within a couple hour drive. Sometimes being deprived of it makes me think I'm a exhibitionist at times but I think it's just I miss socializing nude with people who are like me....I've never met a had nudist....nudist and naturist always seem to be the nicest people on earth and I really hope I fit that category and one day can live life more nude....being just nude in the shower just isn't cutting it