circumcision without circumcision

Hey! I am from Russia and my English is very bad, I apologize for that.
I am uncircumcised, but for many years now I have been walking exclusively with the head of my penis open.
It took several months and several tens of meters of a medical bandage to keep it from closing. It is necessary to cut off a strip of about 20 centimeters from the bandage, twist it into a tight tourniquet, wrap it under the head of the penis several times and tie it. This prevents her from closing. Walk like that all the time, always, changing the bandage. After a couple of months, the foreskin will get used to it and will look like it is circumcised.