Hi... don't know where to start...

I'm EXTREMELY shy in daily life, but... i start franticly to tremble and feel turned on when stripping online. Unfortunatelly, it's really difficult finding the "right audience" and, also, my embarassement really "limits" me sometimes. So...i don't even really know what i'm asking for here... it would be funny being involved in som way: idk... an online webcam game, for example: being forced to strip after picking the wrong paying card or...idk... suggestions?
Sorry in advance if someone will think this is too weird or even stupid.