Im tempted

Hi everyone,

Ive been thinking about getting a PA for a while now.
Im pretty sure ill be getting one but the only thing Id still like is to see one in real life. Im genuinely looking for someone whod let me have a look (and feel) at penis up-close. I mean this in a non-sexual way, i just dont want to rely solely on photos when making the decision.

Is there anyone reasonably close to me whod be up for this?