Bloody my sick mind

I don't know why?!!! I'd like to see my wife naked in middle of all my friends. Many times this thought coming in my mind. Even though i tried several times with many friends. I'd like to celebrate my wife's birthday party wherein she stay naked and cut cake in front of all guest. And I'd like to celebrate naked wedding anniversary too with my friends every year. And naked picnic too, I don't even want to go with them. I'd like to send my naked wife with my friends to a picnic.