Changing the world...

You know I have been going around to different nudist sites ..checking things out.. researching... I have .. kinda met some really awesome people and .. interesting people! :) Kinda as in threw small chats and messages... some of whom are doing very well .. some not so well here in this huge playground we call life.. Well off is how you personally define it.. Not just talking money here.. but hey money helps and lots of money is very nice :D So this message is for thosewho have been struggling or finding this game of life hard.. As I wasin the past.. I know how it can SOOO SUCK! The very first thing you need to know is this your life and it is up to you how it goes. Not up to your mother, father, spouse... Only You.. and what ever you want here you can have. I know this is a hard concept to grasp at first... I will never tell you this is easy... and some people will think .. "bah! not hard at all .. I get it.. " heh or at least I did when I first heard it... I did.. but only on a very small scale... Next...this might be the hardest part of all...Some people even get angry over the statement I am about to make... Everything in your life you asked for... WHAT?!!?! are you crazy woman??!!?!? ... is this what you are thinking? lol or maybe you are thinking.. " I did not ask for this debt!... or Starving children did not ask to starve! ... I know this is hard... so I am going to tell you a story to help you understand that a dear friend told me years ago.... There were once two men in heaven (or where ever you think we are before here... heh) and one said to the other.. I would reallllllly like to learn forgiveness.... what it is like and how it feels. His long time friend turned to him and said.. I will help you :) .. So here on earth one of the two men was walking home from work and he saw a beggar in the street. The same beggar he sees every day .. but today he feels extra pissed cause of home trouble... So he yelled at beggar and told him what a disgrace he was... the beggar paid no mind... the man felt empowered and enraged and started getting louder something in him lashing out from something his wife said earlier... and he started kicking at the beggar and starting to get worse..... When the beggars only possession.. was pulled out in an attempt to scare off the strange man trying to hurt him and the angry man was shot... He became more enraged and realized he was going to die and everything he loved so much was over... but then as he was falling to the ground as if time stopped.. the dying man remembered and no longer could see a bum on the street .. but his long time friend.. standing there holding a gun... as he passed away he said... "I forgive you"... This is only one side of my... you get what you ask for statement... A way to see it from another perspective.. I am going to go on now.. And even tho it might seem I am moving off subject.. we are still on the .. you get what you ask for statement... :) Next lesson:Quantum physics... the double slit experiment. lol yeah surprise!! :D There is science involved! lol Ok so I can sit here and type this all out .. or you can watch a youtube video... hmm... ok .. easy enough .. I don't want to type it! here is the video :D (its less then 5 minuets) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ElSXo1HWS4 There are many lessons in that one.. and I am going to end this first part here... Its late .. I'm sleepy and you need time to process this input :) .. lol /hugs you Amber