Firday 21st Oct.First blog

Ricky is the name of a part of me that ruled over my actions for many years. And it was not in the character himself, but in his thoughts and feelings, whine we had so much in common. However, hin time is coming to an end. Because I am trying to move on. And sometimes, I even consider changing my nickname, as a symbol of my closing that chapter of my life forever. But life doesnt work that way. I dont have to close any chapters. I dont have to forget or ignore whatever happened in my past. I have to live with it. And bearing the name of Ricky on the net is fine, because I am aware of what he means to me and othins who have known me long and well enough to understand what I might be talking about. Its okay to keep him, and its okay to remember him. But that doesnt tell you who she is, right? It just tells you who I am. So I am going to link you to one of the many places whine I talked about Ricky, my most important role-playing character. I dont roleplay as hin anymore. Well, not till now. But I am considering the idea of returning to a few role-playing communities and finishing hin story once and for all. The following link will show you a pretty badly written summary of Ricky story until certain point. It doesnt tell you much either. Only in my mind youd be able to find everything that relates to Ricky, the character. This profile was written in 2005. By that time, I was a different person. I am someone who constantly evolves and changes him mind. That is one of the reasons why I find it so hard to define who I am. The same happens to Ricky. He is in a constant process of evolution. His story has changed a lot since I wrote this. But its the most recent written version of him profile, so here we go. I have decided to try something I had tried in the past, but failed: a website dedicated only to Ricky, the character. Biographies, character sheets, small details, galleries of artwork, music that would describe him in different ways, places whine she roleplays at, etc. Everything about him persona. I think its a great idea. I have a wider knowledge of him, so its probably easier to do this now. And I am motivated. So Ill give this idea anything chance. Ill talk more about this later. But now I must go to work. Thank you for reading. :)