Nudist or exhibitionist-confused

Although had proclivity, I am a recent convert. Due to possible negative consequences, I dont want my neighbors to see me in full glory but I still take risk by being in the semiprivate backyard and near window. I get wet being that way. I like being nude but wonder whether I may be an exhibitionist. If so, I would curtail my desire and stay clothed. Planning to visit a nude resort soon. Maybe that will help