Square Thinking

So many people accept us and classify us as Third Gender. So many people befriend us and support us. That is wonderful! Yet the rules are the rules! Only Man and Woman exist, or so says the law. I could live as a woman and feeling as a woman, and even be happy, without going into Sex Change Surgery. In case you didn't know, the whole process to do SCS can cost around 100,000 dollars and take about 10 years! So many Transsexuals like me never go to the other end to become a "legal" woman (when is MTF). I could happily live as Third Gender and be Half and Half, as the pictures in my profile show. Yet the rules are the rules. Society classify people by their genitals, and there are only two genders legally recognized and accepted: Man and Woman If I want to be legally accepted by society I have to do SCS and become a woman in my genitals, so the law will recognize me as a woman, and accept me as one of them. Doesn't matter how I feel; doesn't matter what I think and how I think; doesn't matter what I dress; how I move and gesticulate; doesn't matter; I have male genitals, so I am recognized only as a man, and worst of all, I have to live as a man, or society will not give me room to live and be. Unofficially and in a personal base I can be accepted as a Third Gender, but the law is clear about how I should be, how I should behave, and what is expected from me, all based on my genitals!! Grab a knife and cut my penis and testicles!! Are you satisfied now society and law? Do you see now my thoughts and feelings? Can you see now who I really am? Isn't that amazing that 10 years of psychologist and 100,000 dollars can be override with one second and a clean cut from a butcher? Then the law will accept me as a woman and I will be a woman in society for 20 seconds, while I bleed to death! Angel