various thoughts and feelings

So I like to play video games and such, and always think to myself that there should be an option to be nude in the game. I know that in sims you can do that on occasion. However, I rather play RPG's and have the option, and rather not have the bodies fuzzed out, I mean I know that is to "protect the young inpressionable minds" but if you are just out slaying monsters, it is an innocent action. so every year I get spring fever, it always manifests as a desire to go out and experience the world au natural...yes I know we all feel that all the time, but it always strikes me hardest during beautiful and nice days...or when I am going to work...lol. And as always I am looking for people to hang out with in central california...near Lake Don Pedro, or sonora, modesto, or merced. I am a cook, have been since 2007 when I completed culinary school. Of course my mom did teach me how to cook so I have had that much education since I was young, but I also have professional training. I have worked in different restaurants and locations, the current place I believe gives me the most freedom to play and create. My passion is making tasty foods, like chocolate cakes and desserts, and also alternative foods to the menu. The only problem I run into is the owners and fellow employees...they eat all my creations. Now I am not trying to brag or boast(though I have been accused of doing both) but apparently I am good at making simple but tasty foods. One thing I have noticed though is if I am in a bad mood, and I don't just mean angry but sad or depressed as well, I can't seem to want to create. I was out of a job for almost two years and made a lot of food at home because I had to cook. now that I have a steady job where I cook and create all the time I find I don't cook at home as much. It was hard being out of a job, I applied to many places and never heard back from any, or I would get called in for an interview only to be told they had filled the position already. Not a great feeling especially when they could have called and told me that the position I was going in for was gone. Before my current job I was actually working 3 jobs at the same time, only two of which were cooking jobs. That got me to thinking off and on over the years (mind you this thought process does not seem to follow any tracks) about what jobs actually require clothes and which do not. I, like so many others, have thought about becoming part of a nudist town. My thoughts even went so far as to think about what jobs need clothes so that the workers would be protected. A cook is definately a clothed profession, then again so is construction work, waiters and waitresses, doctors and medical professions, etc. etc. A shop keeper however would not really need clothes except for some identifying markings such as a vest, like walmart(shudders from memories of working there) employees used to wear. So for a nonsequiter, I am planning to go to Laguna del sol this June. I haven't been there for several years but it looks as though, from the website, they have expanded some of the facilities, so should be fun. I am planning of course to stay on site for a couple of days so as to throughly partake of the sunshine and lack of clothes. I have already made a list of things I am planning on taking, and of course I am saving up some money. I actually think it funny to remember all the vacations I used to take as a little kid and having to pack enough clothes to last for a good amount of time and to compensate for any emergency situations, now I don't worry about the clothes but the sun protection gear instead...less luggage to. lol