My Own "STORM"

First and foremost let me tell all my friends that are or will be affected by Irene, you are in my thoughts and prayers!i will feel better when all of this is over and i can know that you all are ok! So, i got some news yesterday that i know everyone was waiting for, me the most anxiously! Well it is not good my friends, They are 70% sure that it is in fact Malagnacy, (cancer) and that the few that were in my right lung are getting VERY large, and that i had many small masses in my lymphnodes. So the next step is to go in and biopsy all of the abnormalities, which yesterday being friday, they cant even schedule it untill Monday morning, at that time they will give me a day and time for my bronchoscopy and biopsies. So i got some answers, definatly ones i DID NOT want to hear! But, i am holding onto that 30% like it were my life!! Also playing the song by Tim Mcgraw, "Live Like You Were Dying", i know many of you are all over the world..but look up this song and listen to the words! I have to hold on tight right now! I have babies to take care of, and I am not done here, still so much to do! So i will find the strength and courage to fight whatever wants to "challenge" me! ( and for those of you who haved harped on me about quitting smoking, I AM DONE!!) I cant even express how grateful i am to have so many great caring selfless,( i could go on and on) friends here, and have helped me through this horrific journey, i love you all, and the journey isnt over!! XXXX Kate